Weak but strong

Its exactly 1:04pm on my desktop watch, the lights are on in the office meaning lunch break is over and I just finished my last piece of Raisinets.

I came in a little later than usual because I moved exceptionally slow today because I wasn't feeling okay. My head still pounds,  I still feel dizzy and my legs wobble when I walk. Good gracious.
I was thisclose to skipping work but I decided to still go because there will be a major shoot tomorrow so they might need me today. When my mom found out, she got pissed. Oh sweet.

Since I was late, I wasn't able to buy a decent lunch. Meaning lunch was Snickers and Raisinets, for some sugar.

And right now, my head still spins and I'm wearing heels. And I'm currently chatting with Maren. *waves*

See yah in a jiffy. I hope Mark comes in soon, so we can chit chat. HAHAHA.

Again, again.

My head is pounding and every time I try to stand up and walk, my world spins. And its not the fun kind.
PLUS, I'm in the office. Not a good place to pass out.

I wasn't in yesterday because my mother's head was the one pounding, so I had my good dose of sleep. And now, even after two capsules of Fern-C, I still feel horrible. Good thing there's not much stuff to do.

Oh, earlier this morning I read Raya's message over at Facebook, I think she's willing to lend her Doc Martens. Yipee. I need one more pair though. Help me? Worn out, high cut, black Doc Martens. Thankyou.

I've been busy this past week, I haven't blogged here or in my OJT blog. Ugh. But one thing is for sure, I had tons of fun. I had the most entertaining shoot with Vince last Thursday. It was hella fun. We even had terrible lunch over at Sakura, Glorietta. Yes, terrible.

Oh, Vicky asked me to do something too. Really cool and I had to rely on my rusty skillz. But I think it will come out okay, watch out for it. *WINK* 

Wait, there's more. I'm taking up British Lit, just for kicks. Self study ;)

Catch me soon, beeyotch. Photos? Next time, I can't post them just yet.

LEMME GET THAT.

Tomorrow is a busy day for me. And I'm gonna need a lot of energy, especially if I make it to Trixay's fashion show in Bureau.

In the morning, I will try to finish up the pull-out requests, then I'll try to talk to Vince and ask him about his fashion ed and the contact numbers for the credits, then I head to Trilogy to meet up with John, then to Fully Booked in Boni High. I am gonna need energy drinks.

I still have tons of research lined up for workshop. And I have his Pay It Forward project for my RELSFOR class. Ugh, I am so not inspired in that class. I was aiming for the early submission plus points, but I don't exactly know if I can do that now.

I wanna go to Reish's friend, Trixay's fashion show. I'm sure it'll be nice and entertaining. And I must admit that I miss the night-outs and the booze. Ugh.

On Friday, Topshop, Topman and Dorothy Perkins will be having their Private Sale and I have invites. I just don't know if I should go since I am almost broke. Super kaduper broke. I asked Reish if she wants to go and she said that she would love to. Problem is we have no ride and I am dead broke. Or maybe..

Oh well. I'll talk to my mother tonight and I'll see what I can do with my schedule. Good thing I love what I do, or else, I would've died.

SPOTTED!

With Anna and Cindy.
Featured in The Insider too.

Photo by www.runway2reality.com

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Favorite Barbie of the Night

I was with Anna when Daryl came.
She was so cute and fierce at the same time. Definitely Ballerina Barbie.
She was my favorite Barbie from the ball. And I am not biased.

I lalalalove the outfit, the shoes (modern day ballerina shoes), and the hair (you should see the back part).

Log on to www.stylebible.ph for more information and photos.

Photo courtesy of Style Bible. 

Behind the scenes: Maricel Soriano for July 2009

I watched this with Daryl a few minutes ago.Oh how I wish that I was there. 
Watch out for Preview's July issue!

Who said it stopped in high school?

It had been a long long time since I last ranted, but this calls for a moment of my time to write down my thoughts so I can return to my normal breathing.

Who said that talking about people behind their back stopped in high school? Get fuckin' real! It will go on forever, it happens in the office, school and even in your very own family. I must admit that at times I subject myself in talking about others, just a nasty habit of mine, because sometimes its funny, sometimes its entertaining. But in reality, its not. Damage, that is what it is. FUCKIN' DAMAGE.

I don't want things to mess up now, wrong timing. Everything is just starting to get better, so please, I beg the people involved to just stop because it is not doing us any good.

I just want to ask you, DO YOU BENEFIT FROM TALKING ABOUT OUR FAMILY NEGATIVELY? You have been doing this for so long and it just hit me, because now I am old enough to understand and see that you are not innocent in all of this. You are not the victim, WE ARE. I can't believe that you have been doing this to us for so long. How dare you talk about your own blood? It hurts me, it hurts me so bad!

I am so pissed, disappointed and hurt that I don't even want to talk to you or even see you, because I just can't pretend that everything is dandy.

I am so glad that my family members can now talk to me about it and I can talk to them about it too. It is so damn toxic, this dirty little thing you do.

And by the way, MY MOTHER LOVES ME, more than you will ever ever know. Thankyouverymuch!

Preview's Best Dressed Ball 2009

It was a great night.
Had a lot of fun seeing people dress up, inspired by either Barbie and Ken. It was such a great sight and the venue worked out really well. I loved the simplicity and still it looked so glamorous.

I met a few people too, though I couldn't remember the names.
I finally met my godfather, JR Isaac. We only talked for a minute or so and I simply thanked him for the opportunity. He was sweet.

The Preview team was of course, GLAM, as always.
Lalalove Daryl Chang's Ballerina Barbie outfit and Isabelle Daza's Naked Barbie outfit.

Wasn't able to take much photos because we were busy working, having fun and getting drunk (I kid, Anna and I only had red wine)!

Hope you all has fun!

LOLOLOLOLOL

My brother listening to Steve Aoki's WARP.

I had to take the video, I couldn't resist. 

300

OH WOW. My 300th blog post here.

It's been a while since I last blogged or posted something and I apologize. (If there are people who reads this.. hehe.)

I've been busy or something like it.
I have my OJT now, like what I mentioned before, and I am loving it. Seriously, its a dream come true to be able to work here, even if I'm just an intern. And I love the people I work with, their nice.
And there comes my road trips. I live in Sta. Rosa (YES, Laguna!) and I work in Mandaluyong. So imagine that, imagine the SLEX traffic when we don't get to leave in time in the morning and even the SLEX traffic at night. Horrible.

A lot happened already. And I just can't update you guys with everything coz I am a bit lazy.

I've been reading blogs of other people, mostly people into fashion. I'm new at this, you know? I've been used to dressing down and sometimes not even caring of what I'm wearing because of school. It is just so  laid-back. And when yo dress up it feels like you're out of place. So, I'm learning. I'm gonna start to build a new wardrobe, one step at a time. (and because I don't have the money. haha.)

So.. I'm loving Twitter. As you all know.
And I am planning on deleting my Plurk. The only thing that's stopping me are my posts there, the memories. Gahh.

This is senseless already. Later.